Sex god that is Park Yoochun

Journal now Friend-Locked and No Requests

As of now, my journal is now Friend-Locked. That means only those I have added as Friend will be able to read my posts. Also, I won't be accepting any new requests at the moment. So if you have added me, or messaged me and I still haven't friended you, then I'm sorry, but I won't be friending you any time soon. If you don't read this and still add me or message me, I'm sorry but you will be ignored just like you would have ignored this, therefore not knowing about this. I don't know if this is how it'll be for the future or for how long it'll be. For the moment, this is the way.

I know I've been away for quite some time but alot of things have been going on and I just didn't want to deal with the dilemma or using my LJ account. I do have stories that needed to be posted so I'll see when I get to that.

Thanks to those of you who messaged me first before simply adding you, I tried to add you all back. Thanks for those who have been there the whole way and I hope I see more of you in the future.

I apologize once again and thanks to those who read this.

similar, Mulan

I'm here

So its been a while since I last posted, haha. I even wonder how many people will read this or comment. But its been close to a year since my last post.

A couple of things have happened since then, I suppose. I'm still dealing with the death of my brother, but it's easier now to accept it.

Recently I haven't been reading many DBSK fics, I've actually been caught up with the Harry Potter fandom but not writing. Specially the Harry/Draco pairing, and that's actually all thanks to Traci ( I guess I haven't been reading too much DBSK since their issues are still going on but I guess there's nothing to do about it. All five of them are doing great things, they're being successful and I still love them with all my heart. I don't love JYJ more than TVXQ or vise versa, I love them all the same, except Yoochun since he is my favorite, haha. ^_^

Anyways, I don't want to bore you all with my sad and depressive life, so I just wanted to let whoever know that I'll try posting some fics I've had written for awhile and have just kept them on my flash drive. There's like four or five of them, and I have like three that are still in process (for like the past year and a half) but I'm gonna try to get those done soon.

So yea, I'm still here and I hope to hear from some of you on my future new fics. Love you all!
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Sex god that is Park Yoochun


Hello to those who actually read my journal. Even though I'm certain I don't know any of you in real life, only by the Internet, I still want to share some news here because I have made a couple of friends thanks to LJ.

Yesterday, two Army officials came to my house to inform my family and I, that my brother who had been sent to Afghanistan was shot. A single bullet to the chest ended my brothers' life and while on route to a medical facility, he passed away.

My brother was a good person, always smiling and he never complained, not like the rest of us. He teased me alongside my other brothers but didn't judge me even after he knew what kind of stories I wrote. Instead he said it was okay, to each their own. He told me that if writing what I wrote made me happy to continue doing it, and to one day even aim at publishing my works. 

Though he is gone from this world, his spirit and memory will always live on. I will always miss my dear brother and his smiles and hope that the day that I learn this harsh reality comes soon and not too far away, so that I can continue to live on, for him.

Thank you to those of you who might read this.

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Gorgeous Chun

Of betrayal (Nothing else to live for)

Okay. So here is another oneshot. It's my first Jaemin and full of angst so I actually dedicated it to my bestie
peach_gerl16 whom I love and I hope I don't disappoint you hun!!!! For those of you who don't like angst or character deaths, then don't read. IF you're okay with it, feel free to read and comment.
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Okay!!!!! So there you have it. I am not trying to be conceited or anything, but I actually like this. It's my first Jaemin and I had fun writing this cause at every stop, I was like, "Gah!!! What's gonna happen next?" LOL. Well, I hope I didn't disappoint you, peach_gerl16, and I hope you liked it.
Gorgeous Chun

Together...Forever...? [Sequel to 'What I want']

Kya!!! It's finally here! LOL. So I've finally been able to finish one of my promised sequels, and I know it was supposed to be Homin first, but I am Yoosu-biased and the idea for this came easier than for the other one. So yea. This is dedicated to dear ssam_ssambecause she gave me the idea of involving Yunjae and having them give advice. So yea. This is for you dear!! I'm sorry I made you wait long for it and I hope you like it!!!! If there are any spelling or gramatical errors, I'm sorry but it's late, I have a 6 paragraphy essay due tomorrow and I just seriously want to post this already. LOL. ^_^


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Sexy Chun

What I want

Here is another Yoosu oneshot. It's very short compared to my last one. It's angsty, too. Comments=LOVE
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‘The hottest news these days are of Park Yoochun, current actor and ex-member of the once popular trio, DBSK. Recent pictures posted on the Internet show Mr. Park side by side with fellow actress Lee Young-hee. The two are currently working on a new movie, said to be released in a few months. The movie is being directed by the ever popular Kang Hyo-won.

Pictures show Mr. Park and Miss Lee side by side and even holding hands. They have been seen eating together at a couple of the regions’ most popular restaurants. So far no pictures of them cuddling or showing intimate affections have been taken, but can we conclude that the two are much more than just co-workers? Are they in a love relation-’

           The young male sitting on a leather couch had finally had enough and he turned off the TV. Glancing to the clock on the wall, he could see it was already past midnight and his secret lover and boyfriend still wasn’t home.

           Just as he stood to go to the bedroom, a jingle of keys at the door stopped him.

           As the door was pushed open, he was met by the familiar face of his boyfriend.

           “Su, I’m home.”

           “Welcome back, Yoochun.”

           Yoochun strode through the short hallway until he was right in front of Junsu. Placing a chaste kiss on the younger male’s lips, he wrapped his arms around the other’s waist. “Sorry I was late, Su,” he said. “But the director wanted to take everybody out for a small dinner and you know I can’t say no to him.”

           As the two separated from their embrace, the smaller one looked down to the floor and asked, “Was she there?”


           “That Lee woman,” Junsu answered, sounding slightly annoyed.

           “Junsu, of course she was there,” Yoochun responded. “She’s the main character of the movie, of course she had to be there.”

           Silence expanded throughout the room until the older male spoke.

           “Su, you don’t have to be jealous. I’ve told you there’s nothing going on between her and I. We’re just co-workers.”

           “But, Chunnie, there’s even pictures of you two holding hands,” Junsu said.

           “Babe, I’m sure it’s just some fans using Photoshop or something to make the pics look like that,” Yoochun replied. “I can’t help it, okay? They think I’m single and since they see me with her, they think we’re together.”

           “Well then tell them!” Junsu exclaimed.

           “Tell them what?”

           “Tell them you’re not single! Tell them you already have someone.”

           “But Su, what about when they try to figure out who I’m with?” the older asked. “The media already knows of you living with me-”

           “But they think we’re only friends!”

           Junsu was already on the verge of tears and he kept telling himself in his mind not to cry.

           “They only think of us as friends right now but if I told them I was in a relationship with someone, they’ll most likely start saying crap about us being together,” Yoochun explained.

           “You…you think what we have is ‘crap’, Yoochun?” Junsu silently asked.

           The older male realized what he had said and instantly regretted it when he saw small, silent tears fall from his boyfriends’ eyes. “Su, I didn’t mean it like that,” Yoochun said as he took the smaller male back into his arms again. “It’s just that they would start making up lies like that you seduced me into turning gay or that you’re just with me for my money. They wouldn’t talk about how you take care of me when I’m down or how you’re my inspiration to keep going on.”

           “But Chun,” Junsu whined, “I don’t care what they say of me being a gold-digger or a slut. I don’t care. I just…I just want to be able to walk down the streets holding your hand. I just want to be able to hear you admit  that you’re in a relationship with me.”

           “What about me, Junsu?” Yoochun asked the younger male. “What about me, Su? Once they find out that I’m gay, they will despise me. I will lose my job and nobody will accept me. My parents will be disappointed with me and they might even hate you. I won’t be able to get a proper job and we’ll probably be run out of this place.”

           “Yoochun, you’re exaggerating,” Junsu said. “They wouldn’t do all that.”

           “Junsu, yes they will. Do you not remember the reason why DBSK broke apart? Do you not remember the many fans that stopped supporting the group when Yunho-hyung and Jaejoong-hyung confessed that they were a couple? Look at them now! They’re in America! You know that this country does not approve of this kind of relationship. Is that what you want? Do you want to be spit at by everyone who passes by you? Do you want to have to leave your family here and go to America, where they’re more lenient and be away from your home country? Huh? Is that what you want?

           Junsu was currently on his knees and crying nonstop into his hands.

           Seeing no answer coming from the younger male, Yoochun let out a sigh. “I’m tired,” he said. “Please…please be patient, Su. Until our kind of relationship is better approved of, then we’ll talk about showing them we’re together. For now…just drop it.” He heaved a sigh and added, “I’m going to go sleep.” With that, Junsu was left by himself while the older male went to their bedroom.

           ‘All I want is to be able to be at your side,’ Junsu said in his mind. ‘All I want is to be able to tell everyone that I love you and that you love me back. Can I ever have that? Can I ever have what I want?’

           The young male laid his body on the cold floor as tears kept falling.

           “All I want is to be with you,” he whispered into the apartment, but it was not heard by the one it was meant for.

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